This blog is officially adopting the policy of its name. As I am now starting a new novel which will demand most of my attention in writing, my posts on this blog will diminish considerably. I've written and even had books published before, and I know that the way in which they are written demands … Continue reading Whenever-He-Feels-Like-It-ly
Month: August 2017
Scream
I’m trying to scream, But it doesn’t seem, To matter how much pain, It feels silent just the same. It’s not that it falls on deaf ears, But that it doesn’t sound like the tears. I’m trying to scream, Trying to speak, And the words come out, Soul-shattering loud, But who cares what you hear, … Continue reading Scream
Brief Disruption
Due to a surplus of non-writing related work and a shortage of time, for the next three days or so, I will most likely not be able to post anything. I'm making this post mostly because I've noticed I'm having slightly more traffic than usual. To the one person who has started following me: first … Continue reading Brief Disruption
I Know
I know, I know how you feel. I know that you think, Pain is all that’s real. Oh, I know. And I know, That you really believe, That hope isn’t free, And I might agree. Believe me, I know. I know, You don’t trust anyone anymore, I know how much the pain of the past … Continue reading I Know
Dying
I’m dying for you. I’m bleeding into your mouth, you bastard vampires. What more can I do? How many more veins, how much more pain, do you require? I’ve screamed all you’ve wanted, And I’ve coughed you up all the meat you can eat. But I suppose misery’s not enough. I suppose you need more, … Continue reading Dying
Stephen
Stephen, I know you wish things were different than, They are. Stephen, I know you wish things were better than, They've been. And I know you just want it to be over. Sometimes I do too. And I know you think it gets worse as you get older, And I feel for you. But time … Continue reading Stephen
God
I do not believe there is a God. I don’t actively believe there isn’t one, but I have seen no evidence that there is; therefore, I hold the default position which is a lack of belief. This is my standard for any unproven proposed hypothesis, be it a deity or a dancing leprechaun that lives … Continue reading God
DMV
I walk through the door into a waiting area full of dejected eyes glued to the floor. "Is there--" I begin to ask, but one kind soul shakes his head and says, "No one's in line, go ahead." I approach an empty desk and scan the room. All the workers are helping someone. All except … Continue reading DMV
I Don’t Know
You rub my knotted muscles and soothe my torn tendons. I hold you through your nightmares and pull you into my loving arms, warm and panicking. You follow me through twisting hallways you never would have known, And I pull you through the paths you need to walk but have no strength to begin. You … Continue reading I Don’t Know
Tired
I’m not quite sure what life has become the longer I’ve lived it. There are all the words I can use to describe it: complicated; senseless; painful; hard; and at the end of the day, just goddamn tiring. But I’m not quite sure I know what it really is anymore. I know it’s always been … Continue reading Tired
